Saturday, April 18, 2009
I Don't get it
I just don't get it. If you want to be with someone like what is the big fucking deal. If you feel a connection and sparks everytime you kiss that person then why arent you together. I don't get it. You have the same conversation every single day about how much u like each other and have these felings but when it comes to getting a in a relationship everyone puts on a dunce hat. I can understand fear and understand dissapointment. But we are getting to the point that we are to old to be afraid of little things like that messing up in our lives. You will never know anything in this lifetime unless you try. Man I just don't fucking get it.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
EUREKA!
I finally got the picture I have finally figured out what the true problem is. It is trusting thy self
You can't accomplish anything unless u believe and trust your own self judgement
Even though it has taken me years no longer will I walk with my head down in shame of what I am. I am strong i am beautiful and very smart. I know right from wrong and good from bad. And I know what I can handle and when to say something is too much for me.
I have been stressing over the things that is not even worth it. I have good grades and I am doing better each day. I have good judgement in friends because I don't just trust any1 with my problems or my life.
In the past one of the hardest things for me to say was that iam pretty or beautiful..I am pretty and i'm cool and i'm a good friend
Well....and if I was in a relationship iam a good girlfriend. Iam honest, and trustworthy, and I will always be there with an open mind and ears.
I am a good person and well if u don't think so shove that shit up ya ass. I need some1 who is on the same level as me so what do u have to say about that?.....
You can't accomplish anything unless u believe and trust your own self judgement
Even though it has taken me years no longer will I walk with my head down in shame of what I am. I am strong i am beautiful and very smart. I know right from wrong and good from bad. And I know what I can handle and when to say something is too much for me.
I have been stressing over the things that is not even worth it. I have good grades and I am doing better each day. I have good judgement in friends because I don't just trust any1 with my problems or my life.
In the past one of the hardest things for me to say was that iam pretty or beautiful..I am pretty and i'm cool and i'm a good friend
Well....and if I was in a relationship iam a good girlfriend. Iam honest, and trustworthy, and I will always be there with an open mind and ears.
I am a good person and well if u don't think so shove that shit up ya ass. I need some1 who is on the same level as me so what do u have to say about that?.....
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Close
When we lay together our heart beats are the same
It tells us that we are so much in tack that we are like one person
Our minds are in tuned together in one thought
The love we have is so strong that we think, act and even start to speak alike
My bond with you feels so real that I know that what I feel is not a joke
It is life that we have come to enjoy sharing with each other.
You know it is true love when every wakening moment you want to see each others face.
When you wake up, go to sleep here there and every where else
I feel it in my heart that I can't live without you
Can you live without me?
I love you baby and I know me and you together will always be!
It tells us that we are so much in tack that we are like one person
Our minds are in tuned together in one thought
The love we have is so strong that we think, act and even start to speak alike
My bond with you feels so real that I know that what I feel is not a joke
It is life that we have come to enjoy sharing with each other.
You know it is true love when every wakening moment you want to see each others face.
When you wake up, go to sleep here there and every where else
I feel it in my heart that I can't live without you
Can you live without me?
I love you baby and I know me and you together will always be!
Thursday, April 2, 2009
The Causes of Sex!
Arrangements,fuck buddies,booty calls,friends with benifits,bf.and gf,..either way they all have something in common and that is Sex!
The main thing is that you know that sex is the pleasure of our bodies. It is and art and a form of expression you would say.
It could also be painful physically and emotionally. I shouldn't have to feed into how it might hurt physically but I will tlk about the pain it causes emotionally.
So many pple get attached because there emotions are related to the sex. SOme believe that sex is the next step to a realtionship,to ones heart,or even to express their love with one another. This doesn't turn out well if only one person feels this way. Sex is the stage of vaulnerability. All your gaurds are down and you think everything is okay and your feelings are safe. And the person you are having intercourse with will allow you to believe this because they want there nut aswell.....but what happens the day after...will they know u as the same person or not acknowledge your existance or were u just the person that they checked off there list of dummies..
There is a lot to think about when you decide to have sex with someone and the consequences afterwards.
I will leave you with this nomatter what you say sex does happen every single day and the question you should ask yourself is are you the dummy or do u really know what your getting yourself into?
The main thing is that you know that sex is the pleasure of our bodies. It is and art and a form of expression you would say.
It could also be painful physically and emotionally. I shouldn't have to feed into how it might hurt physically but I will tlk about the pain it causes emotionally.
So many pple get attached because there emotions are related to the sex. SOme believe that sex is the next step to a realtionship,to ones heart,or even to express their love with one another. This doesn't turn out well if only one person feels this way. Sex is the stage of vaulnerability. All your gaurds are down and you think everything is okay and your feelings are safe. And the person you are having intercourse with will allow you to believe this because they want there nut aswell.....but what happens the day after...will they know u as the same person or not acknowledge your existance or were u just the person that they checked off there list of dummies..
There is a lot to think about when you decide to have sex with someone and the consequences afterwards.
I will leave you with this nomatter what you say sex does happen every single day and the question you should ask yourself is are you the dummy or do u really know what your getting yourself into?
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
What to think?
Sitting in a room not knowing what to do what to think or anything like that. If you decide to sit up and think what is there to think about. The relationship you never had and what you don't have. Classes, homework due, the friends you make and the so called ones you should get rid of. Yeah that something to think about...who should be the mutha fuckers you let go....hmmmmm?....I know how about most of them because there is no such thing as friends. Well that topic is for a whole other time.
Anyway...back to the problem at hand what to do what to think... what to think what to do? The thoughts that go through my head is too much for this blog... It will twist you all up from the inside out and have your mind so fucked up that you wouldn't know what to do if you would see me in person. The mind is a terrible thing to waste and people who consider themselves your friends are a waste of time.
What to think? well right now I have a lot to think about but the problem is which one should be focused on the most......*sigh*
Anyway...back to the problem at hand what to do what to think... what to think what to do? The thoughts that go through my head is too much for this blog... It will twist you all up from the inside out and have your mind so fucked up that you wouldn't know what to do if you would see me in person. The mind is a terrible thing to waste and people who consider themselves your friends are a waste of time.
What to think? well right now I have a lot to think about but the problem is which one should be focused on the most......*sigh*
"Welcome to the Dark Side"
When the phrase "welcome to the dark side" is used it's not always negative. It just means it is time to shed some light on something new, or something you never thought of looking at. I have always been told that I was a dark person and that someone needed to shed some light on me. Well here is the effin light. I am not a dark person i just see better in the dark. What I mean by that is the light blinds me. As it does everyone else in this so called fantasy world. If you pay close attention in the dark there is nothing to hide because no one thinks you can see what is really going on. So the darkness is the actually gateway to the truth.
The light is so bright that people tend to get distracted by all the attention so they put on a front to impress others who see them as well. So I say "I see you alright I see all of you phoney bitches", while laughing in everyone's face. As you crack a smile, alittle chuckle here and there, even one of those one armed hugs...lol...yeah those are the biggest giveaways of a phoney p. I earson. I want people to understand that I am not a downer nor am I a hater I just live in the dark where nothing has to be hidden. Another phrase used so much is "let me shed some light on things". That has me wondering do you want to shed light to expose or to hide?...Yes for those who are slow you can do both in the light. Let me explain. To hide in the light is to change the subject point out something that shines brighter than you. And of course my favorite to expose the Weak, the Little Dumbasses,Phoney Bitches...Ugh! I shouldn't have to explain this one though.
Lmao ....So for your sake I welcome you to the Darkside. If you can't handle the truth and realness don't f***ing talk to me and tell me Iam dark and need some light, because I don't I just need you to shut the fuck up and come over to my side and understand why I say and do what I do.....So "Welcome to the Darkside"
The light is so bright that people tend to get distracted by all the attention so they put on a front to impress others who see them as well. So I say "I see you alright I see all of you phoney bitches", while laughing in everyone's face. As you crack a smile, alittle chuckle here and there, even one of those one armed hugs...lol...yeah those are the biggest giveaways of a phoney p. I earson. I want people to understand that I am not a downer nor am I a hater I just live in the dark where nothing has to be hidden. Another phrase used so much is "let me shed some light on things". That has me wondering do you want to shed light to expose or to hide?...Yes for those who are slow you can do both in the light. Let me explain. To hide in the light is to change the subject point out something that shines brighter than you. And of course my favorite to expose the Weak, the Little Dumbasses,Phoney Bitches...Ugh! I shouldn't have to explain this one though.
Lmao ....So for your sake I welcome you to the Darkside. If you can't handle the truth and realness don't f***ing talk to me and tell me Iam dark and need some light, because I don't I just need you to shut the fuck up and come over to my side and understand why I say and do what I do.....So "Welcome to the Darkside"
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